Thursday, January 29, 2004
maybe for once i was wrong about being right.the immortal that i thought was actually a devil in disguise...maybe...thats what i think...but i coudnt juz conclude anything in juz a few days right???i mean,its sounded so biased...
but still....im like so damn confused...
anyway,lets talk about the happenings in my life....
today,i woke up at 9.45 when i was suppose to wake up at 5.and then i was so pissed off that nobody sms me..maybe i was just trying to put the blame on smt else...or someone..then i called my boyfriend,but he couldnt acompany me...*sob-sob*and then i made that sms and got surprise by the reaction that i got...tsk tsk....wat could be any worser...
then i went to sch,to discuss the lab report writing n and found out that emily had type it out...
feel so guilty...
now at the cyber centre...my fav hangout...alone...
have an apointment but after they way that was being reacted,coundnt say that i was excited...worried maybe...
guilty.definately....
whatever it is,juz hope that the weather will stop following my mood soon...
its so irritating that the weather is like the mirror image of my feelings...
always....
later have to go to te polyclinic just to get a pathatic mc...
gawd!!!im reminded again abt the mc thing...
"if u need some cash,u can get it from me."
GAWD!!!wat was that??some charity occasions??
i was so damn insulted...i mean,there wasnt a slightest feeling at all in that damn sms...
i really got so pissed off man!!!
idiot...
dumb asshole...totally doesnt deserve my attention at all....
feel like kicking some ass right rite now...
1:23:00 PM