Thursday, September 03, 2009
so many words to say, so many stories to share yet time seems so essential down to the very last seconds. but sometimes words can mean nothing to anyone and no one in particular. strange yet thats the beauty of life itself. but all in all, its the experience of life, knowing and accepting loads of things. for example,understanding on why ERP is being implemented down to the simplicity of deciding whether to watch a late night movie or sing the heart out at a karaoke place.
meeting strange people, eccentric bosses to the hilarious cleaners, who happens to be smart foreigner do make a lot on how we view the world, or people for that matter.
for me, its been almost 4mths? maybe, since i left home. yes, i do miss my bed, the cookings, the security but its also been a life changing route for me to actually live life.
and i really mean living. what ive gone thru beats winning a million dollars. in fact, i think im richer, in live. thru my eyes, i look at days differently, look at people differently and i even look at the moon differently. call it bizzare that thru my hardships, im still happy with my life.
i mean, i was earning good with a promising career, even after being laid off, i guess opportunities was still full on knocking but one by one, turning them down was almost the right thing to do. in my so call right kind of mind. weighing the pros and cons do make a different to the decisions to be made. i choose love.
love.the one and only who stands by me 24/7 and who nw wanna change her main pic cox she is tired of looking at the same pic.OKAY. nw she say she is kidding... girls. fickle.
neways, coming bck to my synopsis of love b4 i was rudely interupted...(pinches...ouch!!)
love.5mths 2days 7hrs 35mins 08seconds at this moment and still gg strong..
the one who still bears with my snores, my silly dumbness, still washes my clothes, buys breakfast in the wee morning when i nags about the importance of food etc etc...
weird tho.the one person who is the whole cause of the mess and she is still the same person whom i chose in deciding most matters.
i can go home.i can have a day job that pays monthly with perks and all.i can enjoy my life.
i can go home and save 250/mth on rent and save on food money.
but what i want is to wake up everyday beside her. go thru ups and downs with her.to work alongside with her on a part-time job that pays daily.eat breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper with her. watch her trying nt to laugh when i try very super hard to make her laugh during her monthly pms.fight abt mundane stuff like who to change coins for the bus rides...
its just love and happiness that i want.
something which i forgo in the past for the sake of the happiness of others.
nw, its what i want. till when will this go?? i'll nvr know...
maybe, we shall start debating on who shall use the bathroom later ya dear.. heh.. (cheeky laughs!!)
6:33:00 AM
