Saturday, June 06, 2009
good evening world, life, plants and whatever...
things change. i change. life change. for the better or worse im not sure but i hope im able to go thru everything in goodwill. i lost the only job that is keeping me sane altogether but on the very same day i lost it, i found another one but of not the same measure, tho it pays slightly higher but maybe, in my sense, more workload. i realize im kinda old to be doin labour jobs anymore. heh.
but oh well, ive not much choice do i?
am still homeless, so to say, even tho i cud go home BUT i know that i b gg hm to loads of trouble if i do. bills, nags, blahs blahs.. dun even tink of lecturing me here on dis. zilch. zip it.shut up!
but so far, its nice living with miss yulia and mr mckenzie here. ok lah. understanding so to say. but kinda felt bad cox i havent yet told abt me selling grapes nw u know...penganggur...
well...me n her? getting on well nw... still having the small petty fights at times, at most of the wrong times, at the wrong places BUT still make love after that. gosh. y does it always have to be nicer after a row beats the hell out of me. gosh. those of u who dun fight, try fighting b4 making love than tell me if u feel the same way i feel. hahaha. i know, lame.
but blink-blink n wow! almost two months and counting... nt long for me but for her i gues its a miracle for her to last this long after u know who lahh... oh ya!!! gues what happen!!
i actually became a heartless bitch and threw away her old sweethart pics!! wahaha.
cool or what. damn im evil. yaya tell me abt it... i dunno. im guessing she shudnt keep it but im guessing that she feels hurt when i do that. but read this.I DUN CARE.
ur mine, stay mine and im never ever ever n ever gonna let even the slightest tots of her damn past crept back into her bloody head. hmph. look at the way they actually treat her, in general out of the basic human common sense lahhh.. im like soooooooo way better than them.
LIKE DUH!
blind assholes dun see it i guess. simple said, if im engaged, i wun fuck arnd. get the drift?
and, if i like sumone, i dun fuck arnd and let the person that i like wunder or wander so to say.
and. if i lost that sumone that i like or gg out with to sumone way way way much better than me, i dun hold gripe, like a sore loser, n tell stories behind their back. dumb.
and oh ya! i wun pukul bantai my love for nuts! gosh.. these ppl just dun deserve to live on this earth. they shud be living in hell, like their kind. hah.
neways, had a bet with my own self that last wed will be my last ladies nite (dun roll ur eyes k!),
untill i have my own hse, with her of course, do up my contact lens, do up a new specs, lose weight (haha), rebond my hair, hilite my hair ==>> so so much gonna be more nicer and unique and HOT than that 'oh, im ok that u took away the person i like and then hate u (and stare at u on ladies nite cox thats the only nite i get to see u) much2 later on when i realize that im hurting way bad whenever u n the person i like alot hug or kiss' bitch..
damn. damn. ladies nite. i hate those uber young that tinks they are way much more cooler or smart or whatever when they are just bunch of junks that u throw away to reincenerate cox they kant be recycled.
anyways, i gotta take care of my love nw. she wanna eat. im a hsewife nw. k, minus the hse, im her wife nw so to say, (well, she havent propose yet and there's no ring even so, ya) literally, im her wife in name? hmm.. k.
i gtg b4 she starts to nags!!!
bye!!
btw, we are eating curry chicken with rice... (damn those calories, i spose to be losing weight...)
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