Wednesday, April 07, 2004
wats wif the addiction of smallville???almost everyone sees them in this lib.and the worst part is,im caught wif a chairless pc..and nobody even bothers to care wif me standing up like an idiot..fuck them.totally not gentleman!!!!and lucky enuf at this lib,theres dis parts of shows dat are featured and its damn cool...
but still nobody cares..and meetings are are not kept.ass....
make me run around like a idiot...in truth,guys are getting worse almost everyday...totally uncool..
kalau they have a gr8 face tkpe la....but nie...all mcm ikan kering......tak ade keperimanusiaan langsung...
anyway,i din skip 2days lec...juz dat i came at the wrong time and found out the wrong news.
dang.....anyway,damn ass to all dat make my day like shit today...asssssss.....
and the worst part is im hyper!!!!!i feel lyk running and all..
shity...freaky....stupidity.....all came together...(^o^)~~~
12:36:00 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
wats wif presentations???everywhere i go i see ppl in formal..its so sucky..i mean maybe they wear it nicer than me so i guess dats why i am detesting it so much...my own presentation gone so yucky..i totally hate it.
next time im gonna do it better and definately with better clothes.and this pc sucks big time...i mean ive been trying so damn hard to open the stupid msn messenger.and yikes?!!!alien!!!!!
looks at me and i guess waiting 4 me to smile...haha..but i guess im too ego or just simple shyness got the better of me and i juz din even look up...gosh.how i wish i could tho..darn.
anyway,im totally gone coz i din went 4 ma anp lab so surely i will be debarred from taking the exams.argh!!!!!!!!!this is totally sucky,yucky and downright irritating.....and wats wif guys and girls dis days???
some are getting more and more bitchy.wats wif dat short skirt?????as ive read somewhere,it stated dat its becuming more and more tedious to be a woman.and being a real woman,i totally agree wif dat sentence.
ive read dat more men are trying to becum women and they said dat its tough keeping dat image.
well,i may not be able to agree coz i dun have an image which u wud say dat i cud keep..
and guys...wat up wif them????now almost everywhere u can see them.i mean see them looking good..
there are lotsa style of them.diff hair style,diff clothes and diff face.and almost all look as if they went for spa and all...
man,suddenly i feel like i wanna cry or something..damn...dis infatuation of mine..totally hopeless...
trying hard to control ma emotions right now......(sob sob*)
11:49:00 AM
Monday, April 05, 2004
now in the library after the dreadfull presentation...its sooooo sukky..i hate it so much i cud vomit whenever i think abt it...(bleugh~)haha.the clothes i wear too...urgh.~~
aniway,exams is in two more weeks and ive yet to study and memorise.so sickening...but come to think of it,holidays is coming!!!!kant wait for it to come.i cud jus taste it...lying arnd at the beach with no worries..
waking up late w/o having to think of what lessons dat ive missed...and definately having loads of fun!!!
really kant wait..aniway,next sem will be in diff course with the rest.will be alone..so scary.......
but i will be very independent..very very independent...neway,have any of you think of how does it feels like to be alone...totally alone...i mean u have friends and all but its like ur totally stranded with nobody at all around you...creepy huh????
really wanted dat bag dat i saw at queensway...but im totally broke!!!haha..wanted a lot of stuff actually but juz couldnt afford it or dat the money is better of spent on other stuff like lunch or movies...
neway,life is still the same jus dat it still haven achieved its real spunk yet...
gotta go now...(^o^)
3:27:00 PM
Friday, April 02, 2004
so near yet so far.dats what i wud say abt the situation dat is bothering me right now..what muz i do to get dat attention dat i need!!!!!!!haha
totally intended attention dat is purposely wanted.what shud i do???
2:36:00 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
if i were hot,will u look at me?
if i were beautiful,will u look at me?
if i were popular,will u look at me?
if i were to mix with your kind of friend,will u look at me?
if i were taller,will u look at me?
if i were richer,will u look at me?
if i were to wear contacts,will u look at me?
if i were to be sexier,will u look at me?
if i were to have straight hair,will u look at me?
if i were to go clubbing,will u look at me?
if i were to be single,will u look at me?
if i were to smile at u ist,will u look at me?
if i were to accept your friend,will u look at me?
if i were to have cool friends,will u look at me?
2:05:00 PM
