Friday, January 14, 2005
oh my gawd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guez wat.....yesterday i was juz hanging out wit raida at far east waiting fer sum other friends and suddenly...
kaboom!!!!!!!!!.........there he was...... TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!
n im like shit.........he is there and he is like so near......i wanted to take a pic of him but my fren was like sooooo ashamed of me.........urgh!!!!!!!!!
damn.............but he is sooooooooo cute...............
in know dat this is so unlike me but i cant help it....he is totally hot.....
damn.....
anyways,yesterday was a great day.....met him in the afternoon n we went to see 'Seed Of Chucky'....sucha stupid show......ooopsss............but i was laughing n laughing n laughing n laughing throughout the whole show........hahahahahaha........
its realli hilarious.....padahal the show suppose to b sum kinda thriller isnt it.........
watever la.........juz know dat i had great fun laughing my ass off..........
then had a great dinner wit the upper hands n receive 100bucks voucher.
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!100bucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk tsk................dats a lot...........but i guez i will save it n splurge on myself when i have alot of dough to spare........
hmmm......
wat else............
oh ya....and after dat.......we met again........so swit isnt it.....such sweet love and neverending desire of wanting n wating n wanting n waiting,,,,,,,
better than wanting n waiting n knowing ur not gettin any....
at least there is satisfaction guaranteed over here....but watever it is....i feel dat im falling....
falling for his sweetness,naughtyness,cheekiness,love-li-ness,care-ness,cutieness,gentleman-ness,niceness, crapness and juz basically everything.........he is unlike any other but shares a similarities like no other.....understand????nemind.....i do..........
love...........maybe.........hopefully so........
yikes!!!!!!!!! me in love.....*geez*
5:43:00 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hie!!!!!!!!!!!!its been sucha loooong time since i entered anything significant at all....
haha...
well,now im in 2nd year 2nd semester n guez wat,next week is my term test oready....
gawd!!!!!!!!!!!!fast isnt it...ya...............time realli flies.....
guez wat....im single but not available....kwang kwang kwang.....
im kinda much more happier right now in my life...tho things arent as normal as they shud be.....
hmm......met this amazing guy and we r kinda goin out at this moment in time....cool..........
i mean, i need to move on somehow or rather right?why shud i hold on to something dat is not already mine anymore.....
well,...........he is kinda cute, abit geeky for a first impression but realli a cool guy....like his dimple and cleft on his right side of his mouth....but he is younger than me one year tho.....
does it matters??i mean the age???to me,i dun mind but wat will ppl sae?????
but who cares wat ppl sae.........rite....gawd!!!!!!the simplicity of the mine go awry......
hehe.....
watever it is,things are just building up and i wanna take everything slowly.....s l o w l y.....
wanna cherish all the things that realli matter in life right now......
hehe....
afraid to trust still but have to bring up this courage of mine on my own....again.....
but i will survive!!!!!!!!!!!
yes i will!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn!!!!!i sound sooooooo over my head.............
5:40:00 PM
