funny how a year and a series of unfortunate events could actually change a person's perspective of everything significant in the world. i mean, it's really funny how the connection changes, the feelings changes, the sense changes.
frens who u tot can e trusted ends up being the one that u kant trust at all. frens who u once tot cud not even be close to ends up being the one that actually cares for our needs.
me and her. we are still madly in love with each other. although now it seems so easy to be suddenly be thinking of how i can't live without her. back to my house but sumhow stayin in with a fren cox i kant be away frm her even for a minute. but i think we are trying to let go slowly. eventually we will have to live independantly off each other. i certainly have to.
im gonna find a job and fulfill my resolution of becoming rich. and getting my own place to stay. preferably a condo. be it rented as long as its mine. and hers.of course. feelings are tremendously churning rapidly to the dire straits that we are in but i guess patience and sheer will power is the secret to true survival. humble with heads lie low to succumb to our plight but of course, pride still held high. thats the only thing that really matters in times like this. and to just be thankful that we at least have a roof over our head. comparing to the victims of the natural disasters happening all over the world.
okay. im still a kid at heart. even though im gg to be freaking 24 years old. im watching Midnight Meat Train on Star Movies with hunnyboo and my newfound close fren.
so im off to figure the show, again and maybe think when will be my next post. maybe next month. but as little and slow my post are, ive had it since like forever. haha. ive grown. in size more like it! haha. out!
