Monday, January 12, 2004
well,its been the first week of school and things are just getting worse and worse as each day goes by...now its the second week...but i guess the highlight of the week is this weird feeling that i have at this very weird moment..
i mean,why the hell should i feel anyting about his past after we've been together for nearly 2yrs n a few months?? tried but i still couldnt get rid of this feeling that has entered shamefully through my heart...
if i cud write it down in words i cud but the mentality of my heart goes to the limit of aceing in language.i love him but there are sum things that i didnt wanna hear.maybe it hurts the deepest soul deep within..i will not know.i didnt want to confess,afraid that he might have a heartache in his beautiful heart.i will just let him discover this by himself,hope that he wun ponder over it for to long.meanwhile,i will just try to hide it from him and pray that everything will be for the better.
2:40:00 PM
