Thursday, March 11, 2004
fuck life and its fucking shits!!!!!i really do not wish to believe anything anymore!!!!!
the heart had been tamed to be the tamest and what does it gets in return???? anguish, heart full of sorrow...living in this world filled shamefully of low lives....totally despised what the world had done to me...
fuck la....me and my fucking shit!!!!!
what had i ever done wrong in my fucking life????????????????????????
what have i left now???gave away my dignity, my pride and most importantly,i gave myself away....
and now im left with nothing.....nothing....
no one to turn to, a family that always think the worst of me, friends that were never true friends,
a stupid brain, being despised by all the tutors, looked down by most people and being betrayed by the only person that i trust most.
help him so much....and now???
i felt so stupid, so low, so dumb....
the world sucks.
im never fantastic.i know that but having it slapping it across my fucking face makes it totally unbearable...
the world juz sucks big-time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y kant i juz lead a normal life????
whats wrong with me?????
3:30:00 PM
