Wednesday, March 23, 2005
HeY....
i sat for my hpi just now n right [n]ow, im having a totally sick feeling in my stomach dat im
gonna fuckin fail dis stoopid paper.....but the shitty thing is, if i fail dis fuckin paper, i will be
EXPELLED!!!!! damn...... how am i gonna get on wit life if i were to fail dis subject...God!!!!help me down here man.............pleaseeeeee...............im like so sad right at this moment.....
he doesnt even care........i mean, he cant rite but still........nobody cares...........
i feel like bloody crying but at the back of my small brain, im thinking dat its not worth it....
i still have supp paper rite.........but im sick of studying this subject again.....man...
i wanna pass!!!damn badly.......he is cuming to tp.....etcm...........
he dun sound happy n it makes me unhappy if he is unhappy......
not my fault dat he chooses tp over nyp or sp or np rite........[guilt is eating me inside]
but i wanna pass so dat i cud be wit him in sch.....i dun wanna be a dropout like other quitters!!!!
gawd!!!!!!!!this is totally sucky........n my dae is sucky too.....
ok now...i wanna go home......sleep my heart out n worry for my nx exam.....
bye.peace.godblessme.
1:50:00 PM
