never wud i imagine things wud be the way it is...i dunno.now i dunno whether wat im doin is wat i shud be doin....things doensnt looks to be wat i think it wud be... in the deception of mind i seek the truth instead i receive nothing beyond what i know nothing about....the ignorancy of the mind prevents the soul from accepting however it might be....im still being kept inside...dark n questioning....how wud i ever get the answers...i know nothing to start with... i think im plunging in deep dark unknown terrotories n im realli hoping that the ignorant heart of mind will not fall in the depth of deception n lies.. im hanging on to the tips of my soul n im begging to be known that i know nothing. in times likes this i wish that my soul wud just die n i be left dead buried sumplace nobody knows nothing about....
deep down in my heart, i keep asking. am i even good enough? am i even close to wat she realli wants in her aching heart? am i even worthy for her? am i even right for her?
i will never know..she is like a locked unopened treasure..u longed for it and want it so bad..when u have it in ur hands, u get so happy n exhilirated that u dun even care that theres no way u can unlocked it except itself n even when its open, u wudnt know what is realli inside..
++but pray i will to be the best..the best for her dat she will ever get... but i guez that takes effort and definately time..effort i have n eternity is mine... but whether i will succeed i will never know..whether i can make it thru to the rest of the woes..but pray i will to be the best.the best of the best she ever had.++
